Still.

dead tired and brain dead

14 Sep 2011 Leave a Comment

by geca in Uncategorized

this is me for the past 2 weeks. not that i was petix the weeks before but last week and this week was just so tiring. more tiring than the previous hell weeks
here’s a list of what we did/going to do:
finished everything before the crs week. imagine that. i didnt really get enough sleep before the crs week before i was determined to finish everything! wel i did. finish it but there are still things to do after the crs week so ugh sad
crs week. for 4 days straight i went back to the dorm late. huhuh tiring indeed

went to rob manila with mom to buy a dress and shoes for a debut that i have to attend on saturday
sunday after crs week- nstp/mountain hiking at tanay rizal. the “tree planting” was really really exhausting. so yeah. our bodies were aching when we got home! And the following day our legs were all sore so we looked really funny when we walked haha. One memorable nstp fieldwork indeed
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday – back to reality. Must finish English paper which is due on Friday!
Tomorrow- well tomorrow could be a rest day i guess. A little hehehehe.
Saturday. Blockmate’s debut! I have Saturday class in the morning so yeah wish me luck hehehe
Sunday- will go shopping for gifts of the other debutants
Then back to reality on Monday, will be doing the chemlec credit report on Thursday then off somewhere on the next Saturday.
After non, dun pa lang ako makakapahinga. Whew. What is hectic. Oh well dapat kayanin. Ginust ko to.

don’t you agree?

28 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment

by geca in Uncategorized

i think what they say na “kung friends kayo ng ex mo, may feelings pa rin kayo for each other” is not true. well, for our case siguro. We are friends but we do not like each other anymore, i can honestly say that. Oo, masakit yung kaibigan mo pa yung ipalit sayo and seeing them flirting with each other on facebook unleashes the inner bitch inside me. Seriously, kahit naman yung hindi ex na tinarantado maaasar kung sobrang cheesy niyo lang diba? hello, that on the newsfeed, just so irritating please.

anyway, going back, yun nga. you could be friends. hindi right after the break up malamang, but you could that ex actually became a part of your life, if you value the people who made you the way you are right now, your ex is like a major part of it, friendship with him won’t kill you. it’s just awkward sometimes

probably what they’re saying is the ex-lovers who are still sweet and all that crap to each other.

_+_

about those “what a guy should know” stuff, yes i agree about it but isn’t it nice if it comes off the guy naturally? i mean who wants a boyfriend who is guided by those Do’s and Dont’s you see in the internet? For me, i don’t need a perfect guy, just somebody who could love me for who i am and understand me when my bitch side becomes more dominant than my normal self. i don’t demand for a guy who would be cheesy to me, or hug me from the back just because some note on the internet says so.

I want somebody who’s real. I want a love that’s real. And i guess every girl wants that.

hey hugaboo!

16 Jan 2011 Leave a Comment

by geca in Uncategorized

i miss blogging ) pero wala naman talaga akong sasabihin. so wala lang just dropped by

take care loves!

because he’s following me on tumblr

21 Dec 2010 Leave a Comment

by geca in Uncategorized

kasi mas hindi dinadalaw ng mga tao (na kakilala ko) ang blog ko, dito na lang ako magbblog

if they’re happy together, then why not? though napakaweird, i sort of feel indifferent about it. okay lang eh but you know that very awkward feeling when your ex is actually dating your friend? WOA. moreover, parang nung summer lang (or hindi nga eh. nung 1st half ng year) eh parang napakachorva lang namin

anyway hindi eh. parang NR na lang ako. whatever makes them happy ) positive vibes for 2011

positive vibes

i just need 3 things from him (no not my ex. different guy -who doesn’t have any clue that i have this blog HAHAHAHA)

1. a surprise. as in yung sweet na hindi mo talaga unexpected. tsk mukhang malabo, YUNG DRAWING KO NGA WALA PA EH T.T
2. Friends, i want him to be loved by my friends
3. a date (well just to be sure with my feelings)

:> i shall keep this here, he’s following me on tumblr eh HAHAHHA

2010 tribute?

20 Dec 2010 1 Comment

by geca in Uncategorized

2010 has been rough for me. parting with friends, college entrance what not. love life shit. financial uncapability. it was not a smooth road for me but i still believe that even if i had more frowns than smiles this year, this year was able to make me realize tons of stuff, like being in love isn’t everything. sometimes you think he’s it but it turns out that you’ve wasted your life waiting on him because  he has changed. Life isn’t about being where you want to be because sometimes there are better places than where you want. explanation? well i guess i really have to explain this ) i’ll go bullets

• got a new kid. may baby brother nanaman kami. it’s a long story though he’s just adopted kasi ano parang pinamigay siya ng mom niya i hope he doesn’t read this hahaha i won’t let him scan my old posts =)) new baby boy in the house
• graduated in highschool. i sure will miss seton kaya nga i try to drop by everytime may event or something, though seton is not like before marami nang nagrereklamo dun sa activities and all that. tsk, good thing i graduated. balita ko walang intrams at gradball this year. shit, kawawang seniors buti hindi kami
• senior year showing! a movie about the batch, well sort of parang basis kami. immortalizing your HS life through a movie? AWESOME RIGHT? BOMB batch 2010 i love you talaga!
• been accepted to UP and DLSU (i didn’t get ACET and yes i failed USTET) was planning to go to UPLB, have enrolled and scanned for dorms already. nagikot ikot na rin sa campus
• but last weeks ng may i got to be reconsidered to UST in the course i like
• …now i’m a thomasian, taking up Speech Language Pathology and loving my blockmates (people who will be with me for the next 4 years) they’re the awesome people  i met in 2010
• COLLEGE shit. stressful. but not very different in highschool (knowing my schedule before, highschool was jampacked)
• CRS COLLEGE WEEK. fun fun week. carnival yung theme and they set up bungee jumping and huge inflattable slide. FREE FOOD FREE RANDOM STUFF 3days without acads. GREAT ESCAPE TO REALITY! bonding with block. (GOT MY 1st CRS SHIRT!)
• my very 1st semestral break kasi sa seton joke time lang eh. hahahahaha alam mo yung 1 week lang? ganon sa seton this time bonggang sembreak! 3 weeks! (kasama enrollment syempre pero isang araw lang yon) grabe, bonggang rest. pero wala rin nagkablemishes na yung mukha ko kasi stressed nga T.T nakakaiyak hahahhahaha relaxed ako nito, hindi nga ata ako lumabas ng bahay. grabe yung iba parang bored na bored na samantalang ako parang “MORE BREAK” baka dahil sobrang sabaw ng schedule ko nung 1st sem. sobrang haggard hahahaha
• got 2.01 average nung 1st sem. well, let’s hope for a better grade this sem )
• i have a fucked lovelife hahaha well let me tell you the story (pakielam niya ba? blog ko to hahahahaha)
• ganito yun, so DLSU siya dati diba.. parang nagbreak kami pero may something pa din. pero nung nagbirthday ako (YES BIRTHDAY KO TALAGA) sinabi niyang pupunta siya ng seminaryo kasi bagsak bagsak yung grades niya. I CRIED nung birthday ko. grabe no, ang bait niyang ex. hahahaha anyway, so ayun nga. ang sabaw ko nun kasi nagkakagulo san ako mag-aaral tas sumabay pa siya and all that. so ayun tas nagkita kami before he enters the seminary (shit yon, tumakas pa ko. hahahaha) so ayon. tas edi grabe talaga. alam mo yung feeling na sana lumabas siya ng seminaryo. i was really thinking na “dalawa lang yan eh. either i marry him or siya ang magkasal sakin” oh diba tragic. pero hindi ganon ang nangyari, after one sem (oo may sembreak din pala sa seminaryo, biruin mo yun) sinabi niya sakin na hindi na siya don lilipat kasi sila ng alabang, so lilipat na rin siya ng school. tapos edi ako naman wow, edi may pag-asa na! yehey. tas it turns out na nagustuhan niya yung kaibigan ko. NAKAKALOKO LANG TALAGA. grabe. pero oh well, whatever makes my ex happy bahala siya.
• pero diba, gets niyo yon? sabi nga ng friend ko, you had to wait a long time tapos siya he didn’t need to wait on anything. sobrang badtrip talaga. masakit yon, bonggang bonggang masakit. oo sumama talaga loob ko nun, kasi masakit nga diba. tas parang ako sa loob loob ko “friend, why didn’t you tell me na sinabi niya sayo yon?” tas parang ngayon close na sila and all na feeling ko nga may something na sila. grabe talaga. ang sakit kaya non pag naging sila, wala na NR na lang ako. ) iniisip ko na lang maybe he’s not it. (ok i’ll cut it here, nakakatamad magtype marami pa dapat akong sasabihin eh. BACK TO 2010 TRIBUTE)
• i deleted my blog for him. hehehe i’m moving on!
• graduate na pala si kuya. just so you know
• nasira mga tv sa bahay WAHAHAHAHA new tv sa kwarto
• last year of being illegal T.T debut ko na next year. waaaaaaaaah

ok yun lang. enjoy the holidays readers. if there are any readers. i love you!

btw, kung may makakabasa nga nito, why not comment? wala lang para alam ko, HAHAHA i love youuuuu!

tsss pag-ibig

25 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment

by geca in Uncategorized

I MISS MY BLOCKMATES! :< ahuhu and my highschool friends too and dad and him and …i miss my table sa dorm

PERO I’m enjoying the sembreak HAHAHAHA aside from the fact that i dont have money… uh, i love the sembreak!

okay. let’s go bullets!

• i have like 4 blogs to update.
• slpbygeca is on hiatus though since it’s my college shiz blog
• this, i want to update this sembreak and i have two others :>
• i changed header here and in SLPBYGECA i loooooooooooooove slpbygeca’s header. idk, i feel that it’s awesome HAHAHAHA i’ll put it here later
• i’ve been doodling a lot. i have a doodle page on my planner na
• mom got sick. she’s in UST T.T gah, include her in your prayers please?
• witch of portobello! ohyeah. i got a book, but it drained cash from my wallet. that’s just… sad
• PHOTOSHOOT on the 29th with my tawi girls. although if mom doesn’t get better, i hope she does get better. i’m afraid i’ll have to stay in ust
• enrollment on the 29th too
• gah, sembreak’s almost over, we hadn’t have a chance to go out. how lame could that get
• anyway ayon. NEON ORANGE NAILS TOO! omg. finally
• though when i read, masakit siya sa mata. you know yung parang nagsspark na nakakasilaw? like when you have an orange highlighter beside you while reading. masakit sa mata
• hahahaha anyway let’s enjoy this sembreak! lalove!

slpbygeca’s header :”> i fell in love with my own eyes )))

 HUGABOOOOOOO

di pa masyadong tapos

HUGABOOO!!!! >:D<

18 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment

by geca in Uncategorized

i missed you! i haven’t blogged here since.. idk..

i dont have much energy to blog actually, i’ll post pictures instead since it’s so embarassing to post it on tumblr and see it on everyone’s dash HAHAHA

okay here’s the story, i was inspired by tumblr artists to doodle and i tried to do a “self portrait” of me wearing my favorite elmo shirt and shorts but then i’m such a failure ending up with this. )

gagawa ako ng bagong blog.

21 Aug 2010 Leave a Comment

by geca in Uncategorized

yung pupunuin ko ng college shit. HAHAHHA

reviewers shall be posted there, as well as other nerd stuff and college whatnots. inaannounce ko lang.